“FYI: ILY”

I couldn’t decide on who to do this for because there are so many people that I should thank, so many people I love so much, and so many people that could use some encouragement. I feel like I need to work harder on this one and just let people know how I am feeling and also let people know I care and am right behind them to encourage them to the end. However, I decided to write this one to my boyfriend, Christian, and leave it on his bed so he could find it when he was going to bed that night. I don’t know if any of you at home caught the tension between the 2 of us in our last visit home but this hasn’t been the best week for the two of us. There has been so much lately that bugs me about him and the littlest things got on my nerves so I decided to just write him a little note to let him know how much a love and appreciate him. I also told him in the note that no matter what happened in our lives he has made a difference in my life and left “a hand print on my heart”.
I don’t know if this affected him at all, but I know this was such an amazing experience for me, it helped me to remember what I love about our relationship. Although there is so much that I wish I could change, or how I some days wish it was all different, this relationship is so good for me. For right now he is the best thing for me, and although I’m not sure that this will be FOREVER (because that’s a long time and why start now?), I am glad that he is my now.
I feel like if I and others did this more often there would be a lot less hate in the world, because it helps us all to find the good in each other and be there for everyone.
So Boom Boom, I appreciate you…. now time for me to pass it on.